Half jokingly, only half, I reported periodically if my only real request to creator personally is that I am given a clean kill. That she grant...

Half jokingly, only half, I reported periodically if my only real request to creator personally is that I am given a clean kill. That she grant me a clean kill at the end of my material life which I expect to be the end of everything for me. I meant that. No. My only request is that my death be used in such a way that it might help regenerate another soul.